Vandalism...

So I come to school this morning and there is black paint all over my beautiful school. Someone had decided to deface all of the entrance doors, a lot of the brick, and many other various aspects of the outside of St. Joan of Arc. Everything was crude, rude and immensely disgusting - there were pictures of penis', swastikas, '666', the names of our principal and vice-principals and how they can go suck each other cocks, as well as calling our principal a 'goat fucker' and stating right out that they were referring to his wife. It has ruined my moral.

The biggest problem is, the spray paint was oil based. On brick. Imagine that, huh? So the school has to foot the bill to pay to clean it up - estimated at $30, 000. what's even better is that, if they catch the people that did this terrible crime, the worst thing that's going to happen to them is they're going to get a slap on the wrist and have to do 20 hours of community service hours. I know, right? Big punishment. Our school has barely enough money as is to afford what we do. We're a brand new school - built in 2001 - and we have yet to prove our worth as we continue through growing pains. Our computers are beginning to become outdated, we don't have enough classrooms, many of the grade 9 students are sharing lockers because we don't have enough room for them all. We have 4 guidance councilors, 3 vice-principals and one principal, and all of these plus the rest of the staff are expected to govern a body of 1600 students.

I have my suspicion as to which grade the individual(s) are in. For some reason. our grade elevens are so rude, sarcastic (worse than I am) and so dull-witted that it's disturbing, They are little ass-wipes that have no respect for anyone. it's disgusting. So I'm fairly certain it was either one of them or a grade 12, which is kinda doubtful because the grade 12s are a small grade of pretty quiet people. We aren't overtly outspoken, but then again, neither are we very respectful. We are more so than the grade 11s, but still not what you would expect, especially coming from a catholic school.

What i find the most despicable part of this act is that people are thinking that it's fucking hilarious! They are acting as if this guy is the best thing, that he's so witty and so great because he defaced our entire, beautiful school. These are the kinda people that also knock over tombstones and vandalize synagogues.

So what this all boils down to is that I might not get a new textbook, that a team who wants to participate in a tournament in Toronto one weekend will not be able to go because they can't afford it, that our school won't be able to afford their own computer technician (which we desperately need)

This is horrible. It's disgusting, rude and so many other things that I cannot spell out. I could voice it easily enough, but typing what I feel alludes me.

This only adds to my already low expectation of my generation. We're all fucking doomed.

rawr... Just rawr.

So not only have I been bullied for my entire life off the computer, but I'm also now being bullied on the computer.

Joy of joys.

I don't even know why! I try SO hard to be nice, to stop saying 'lawl' or 'xD' so that I'm not annoying someone, etc. etc.

I've stopped using one of my favourite chat rooms/channels because people are turds. I just show up when someone says my name or when something happens that I feel the need to be included in. I don't know. I just don't get it.

I'm a nice person, right?!

On that note...

As I mentioned yesterday, today is remembrance day in Canada. We held an assembly today to celebrate the day. The played the pipes and 'Taps' was played by my music teacher. I ended up bawling.

I offered to take pictures for the yearbook. I was going to the assembly anyways, so It's not liek it mattered. :/ They ended up playing Amazing Grace on pipes, which killed me. My Poppa was piped out of the church to Amazing Grace. I'm tearing up just thinking about it.

I also shed tears for the soldiers who have given their life and their freedom for mine. I really wish I could do more than post a few heartfelt posts about it, but unfortunately I cannot.

In remembrance. We remember them. <3

:)

Nothing much to say today - there was white stuff on the ground again this morning D:

I need to get to sleep earlier. I didn't end up going to sleep until at least 12 last night, and then i woke up an hour later because ... I have no idea. It sucked. So I got like, 6 hours of sleep and now I'm cranky and kinda tired. But hey.

Tomorrow's Remembrance Day here in Canada. It's similar to Veteran's Day, but we don't get any time of school/work/etc. Instead, all the provinces celebrate a moment of silence at 11 their time. It's harder at school's - especially mine because there's a lunch (we have 3 lunches) at 11. But we are going to assemble and pray for our soldiers over-seas and thank the soldiers that gave their life for our freedom.

Lest we forget.
In Flanders fields the poppies grow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks still bravely singing, fly.
Scare heard amid the guns below.

We are the dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow.
Loved, and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders Fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw,
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die,
We shall not sleep though poppies grow
In Flanders Fields.

-Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918)
Canadian Army

F*cking A....

Assholes.

Many guys are jerks. Assholes. Idiots. I hate it. I brought in 5 cookies for myself - my snack, right?! So i left it on my computer for like, 2 seconds while i went to fix my hair before our class played Jeopardy. I come back, and 3 out of my 5 cookies are gone. GONE. Assholes!

I hate highschool. Hate it. People are ass wipes. No one knows how to behave. But as always, I am called to be the bigger person. There's so many fucking smaller people in the world, it's a wonder I don't step on them all...

Heres's another one...

I noticed today that I'm trying to be perfect for everyone. It's not working out that well. But as I found out, "It's better to be hated for who you than loved for who you are not."

Right?!

Congrats!

I want to send a congratulations out to my neighbours to the south - though Obama is more socialist than many Americans appreciate, he was the right choice in my honest opinion. Granted, I am more liberal than many, but that's a different story. Today, history has been made. Now we just have to wait another 2 1/2 months for him to get into the White House...

What I really don't get is why the American's are so upset about a more 'socialist' president. Canada gets along just fine - I find that the American political views are very odd. But, again, I am a Liberal. Very Liberal. If you follow Canadian political parties, I'm so Liberal that I'm NDP (New Democrat Party). xD So... :P

I wish I understood the American electoral system better. But I barely understand the Canadian one, so it's pretty fail :P

I got new make-up, so I've started wearing it everyday again. It's exciting.

I got my flu shot Monday afternoon. My arm still kinda aches. I don't know why I agreed to it, but I did. xD my doctor pretty much caught me off guard. It was funny.

I also got a vial of Hep B. I didn't get my shots in grade 7 because my mom forgot to sign one freakin' line. Stupid health unit... O_o

What else has happened... I guess that's pretty much it. (See? I'm updating better :P) tell next time, right?