Wow. A lot has happened since last night. A lot. I came home from a perfectly fine day at school and then an amazing curling practise (first one of the season! <3), to find that I had been highlighted on mIRC at least 5 separate times. Turns out a pretty good friend of mine was a spy and a male instead of a female as I had previously thought. So that was a shocker. Then this morning, I'm at the table I normally sit at in the morning - my friend's are there, I'm talking to two of them, when one of the people I had previously thought I was friends with tapped me lightly on the shoulder. I went over to talk to him and he basically told me I bitch and complain too much. And that the entire group of people I hang with had pretty much dropped the ball because none of them had enough balls to confront me earlier.
I love critism. But apparently He pretty much hates me, thinks I need to grow up, and was fed up with the way I act. I have no idea where any of it came from and it's making me question a LOT of things. Apparently I trust far too fast. Case in point? Both of these.
I don't even know what to do right now. I'm so messed up. I'm all shaky and almost crying and I'm just so messed up. I now know that I need this visit to my hometown this weekend and see Jesse. I can't wait - I miss him so much. Plus I'll get to see Sami. Both things should help.
It snowed! It was SO beautiful. <3 I wish I had had a camera... I think I'm going to spend my birthday money on a camera. My uncle and I will go camera shopping. I'm hoping for a canon or something of similar quality. I LOVE taking pictures, and I so badly want a good camera to be able to do that.
I guess that's all for now. 'Til next time <33
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Yeaup, you'll have to get a decent inexpensive camera for your beautiful snow days so you can share with everyone.
Yeah. But I want a high-quality SRL type camera. I'm looking at a one that my uncle pointed out... I forget the name but it's nice.
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