You know, i've been so miserable lately. I want you to see that I hate it when you ignore me. And I wish he would see that I can't be with him much longer. Why is this all so much? Why is it all so confusing? Why can't either of you see how much pain you're putting me through? I'll miss him when he's gone - I don't want to hurt him, but I think I miss you more. You've always meant so much to me.
Maybe I just need some more girl friends instead of a group of guy friends. I don't know. Maybe I need to stop being so hormonal. xD as if.
In other news. I went to the mall with Shel today. I went to Zellers and got just about every environmently-friendly product I could for school (except for pens, I have enough of those left over from my poppa's death). We hung out in the cosmetics aisle, acting like the two girls we are. It was fun! Then we trolled over to georgain and looked at all of our favourite stores, and then went to Second cup to act cool. and drink apple cider on a hot day. It was great fun. I love having moments like that, where my obligations just melt away for the afternoon. But as soon as we pulled into the driveway, I heaved a sigh and knew that I was going to have to call him. I knew he would have left a message. I was kinda disapointed, really. :/
Can anyone help? I need a nice way to say good bye.
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