Though my mood-swings are getting pretty bad. I'm not very good with people, and I'm not very emotionally stable on a good day. But when you combine the two - there is either lots of anger or lots of tears. Or both.
I've decided I need a psychiatrist. I've never been very good with people, and I want to know why. This all stems from an incident on Friday at school. I'm in yearbook class at my school - I've been working on the yearbook since grade nine. I think i kinda know what I'm doing. I was visiting my friend on the other side of the class, when i looked at the empty computer next to her. The screen was on, an there was a layout open with a text box blinking away. I read the text and realized it had two very minor mistakes. So without asking the owner of the computer (I had actually thought it was someone else's), i fixed the two mistakes. I put a capital 'T' on Terry Fox, and fixed the date to say "Thursday, September 18" instead of "Thursday/September 18" two very minor, very easy, very non-dramatic errors.
And then the owner starts bitching. "What the hell do you think you're doing???" "I was just fixing..." "WHAT?!? What the hell? It's not your computer...." and so on and so forth. It ended up being a itch fight between me, the owner, and the owners friend. The owner's friend happened to have been in my drama class last year, and claimed that I would have "freaked if someone else did the same" I said no -i think I know what I would do, kthnx. I would let someone correct my grammar - I know I'm not perfect, no one is. she kept saying that "you would do blah blah blah" well thanks for putting words in my mouth, bitch. And for dredging up the past - you're getting better in my books now, aren't ya?
Why do females have to be so damned aggressive with each other? O_o
Jesse moved out of his mom's house. I'm worried it's to be closer to his girlfriend - I'm worried she's going to break his heart, the poor boy. :/ Maybe I like him more than he and I both realize. I don't know.
I went to Beatlemania in Orilla yesterday - it was great! I saw the amazing tribute band "Help!" - they were amazing. It was pretty awesome.
I also went riding early in the day yesterday - I'm not sore today, which is excellent news. I was on one of the sweetest horses ever. He had a bit of a odd-ball temperament under the saddle. but he was still cute and super friendly. His name was Caesar. Amazing to ride - just a bumpy trot. He was a bit hard-headed though. I was having problems keeping him in trot along the gate-side, past the instructor and when doing circles - not at large. He didn't really like to turn, either. xD and I kept loosing my stirrups, which was annoying. But other than that - amazing horse. I love my new barn. <3
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