So!

I'm trying really hard to update this once every two days or so. Sometimes they may be rants, sometimes snippets, sometimes things i liked (quotes etc) that I've heard.

Today, a few things happened.

I've realized i need anger management some days. I got angry at my friend for sitting beside someone else - granted, there's more to the story, but that's alright.

I changed my courses a bit - My schedule is now:
Semester 1
Period 1: Business (mixed level)
Period 2: Gym (open)
Period 3: Religion (mixed)
Period 4: Grade 11 Comm tech (mixed)

Semester 2
Period 1: Individuals and Families in a Diverse Society(mixed) - will help with teaching
Period 2: Grade 12 Comm Tech (mixed)
Period 3: university-level English
Period 4: university-level Studies in Literature.

Where mixed means that it prepares one for both college and university - not that it's a co-ed class :P

So that was my day at school.

Last night I talked to Jesse - I've been calling him almost every night - I miss him lots and i'm worried about him living at his Mére's. I want to know why he moved out.

But that's not the point. We were talking about cybernations (I know, geeks right? xD). And then as the end of the conversation came, he mentioned "You know i'll really be restraining myself when you come up, right?"

...

What am I going to do?! It's so... Confusing. Or maybe he just thinks he loves Jo and really loves me. I don't know. I'm happy he's happy with Jo. I really am. Really! I just hope she doesn't hurt him - because then he's hurt and then i loose him again until he finds another girl because i don't think either of us could do a long-term relationship. We're both too cuddly. it wouldn't work. It's hard for me to just be friends with him long-distance - can you imagine if we were dating?! Wouldn't work. ever.

so that was that.

Today, i also learned that people need a big plate of respect spoon-fed to them. Very quickly. It disgusts me how little respect people have for each other. Even as nations! it makes me sad. I wish i could change this - maybe as i become older, wiser, I will "be the change [i] want to" (Gandhi). I don't know. it would be a good thing. Just not right now. I'm having a hard enough time thinking about only school.

I could rant more about respect, but i don't really want to. It'll just make me more and more angry. It won't turn out nicely.

Weird thing happened today - my teacher and i exchanged emails. Now don't get me wrong - he's happily married and i'm SO not interested. We realyl just sent cool pictrues to each other becuase he's the teacher that run's yearbook... and i'm like... the editor-in-chief, so to speak. So we have to present ideas and exchange ideas in order to keep more update and to keep the yearbook ticking along.

So i guess that's it for now. P.S - my birthday's in 13 days! w00t. (:

tootles!